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  Bess gets up and goes to hug Mr. Jacobson. He squeezes her tightly, but he’s careful. Even so, when she steps back from him, her gaze looks for mine. “Hey, Eli,” she calls.

  “Hey, Bess,” I respond as usual, but I’m already starting across the grass toward her. “Are you all right?”

  She nods and smiles, but inside I’m scared to death. “I think it’s time,” she says. She clutches my shirt, her hands shaking.

  “Everything will be fine,” I assure her. I motion to Jake, and Jake leaves to get our van, which already has our hospital bag in it. The baby was overdue by five days today, so I was hoping this would happen soon. I hold tightly to her hand as I usher her into the van, and Katie herds our children toward her house as we take off.

  “Are you sure it’s going to be all right?” she asks, worried as only someone who has lost so many pregnancies can be.

  “Yes,” I say, my voice strong. “I’m sure.”

  I have no doubts.

  And later when we hold that happy, healthy baby in our arms, I know that Aaron was right when he made his final speech. Lake Fisher is a place where miracles happen and love grows. Aaron fixed our marriage, he fixed Bess, and he fixed me. He fixed everything. And I will forever be grateful.

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  Feels Like Rain

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  Abigail

  “It feels like rain,” my grandmother says as she sits on the porch step, staring up at the star speckled sky. The sky is clear, and a gentle wind lifts my hair. Gran hugs her arms around herself and shivers, like someone just walked over her grave. The temperature is ninety degrees outside. A storm isn’t in the forecast. It seems like a gentle summer night.

  “I don’t think so,” I say. “The weatherman said to expect clear skies today and tomorrow.”

  Gran makes a rude noise in her throat, the kind she would slap me for if I did it. Then she gets up and goes inside the house. I stand up and follow her, the screen door clanging loudly behind me as it slams shut.

  “Take an umbrella when you leave,” Gran says, and then she kisses me on the forehead and goes to sit on the couch. She turns on the TV and finds “her stories” that has recorded during the day.

  “I thought I might spend the night tonight,” I call to her as I clean the kitchen.

  She makes another absurd noise. It’s a cross between a grunt and a snort. “I don’t need a babysitter,” she says. “Take yourself home to that husband of yours.” She nearly spits the words “that husband” at me. She doesn’t like Charles. She hates him, in fact. Some days, I do too. The rest, I just don’t care.

  “I told Charles I was staying over.” I wash the last of the dishes and go to sit with her.

  “And what did Charles have to say to that?” she asks. She doesn’t look away from the TV.

  He looked relieved, honestly. “Nothing.”

  Gran grunts. “A wife’s place is at home,” she says. She clicks the TV off, pulls an afghan from the back of the couch, and covers herself with it. “Go home, Abigail. I’ll be fine.”

  “I don’t like leaving you,” I say. Gran hasn’t been feeling well. She hasn’t been herself for quite some time.

  “Go home, Abigail,” she says more firmly. Then she rolls over and pulls the afghan close under her chin.

  “You should go to bed,” I tell her.

  “I’ll go to bed when I’m ready,” she says quietly. “Go on home, now.” She snuggles deeper into her cocoon. “Take the umbrella by the back door,” she murmurs.

  “I’ll see you tomorrow.” I lay my hand on her arm and give it a squeeze. She smiles softly and I get up to leave.

  I look up at the clear night sky as I walk out the back door. The gentle wind still blows, but I don’t need the umbrella. It’s not going to rain.

  I drive across town to the house I share with my husband and I let myself in the back door. The scent of Italian food meets my nose and I inhale deeply. Then I see the take-out bags set on the kitchen counter. Charles has gotten us take-out when he knew I wasn’t coming home? Maybe he forgot. I toss my keys onto the counter and stop when I see the candles flickering in the dark dining room, the room we never use. There are two places set at the table, and Charles has used our best china. The plates are empty. The food rests in the bags on the kitchen counter, if the smell emanating from them is any indication.

  My heart lurches. Have I forgotten an important date? Our anniversary isn’t until January. I run through our history in my mind. I can’t think of anything we would have been celebrating.

  I hear a noise from the bedroom. “Charles,” I call out. “Are you here?” I walk in that direction.

  The bedroom door slams shut in my face, the whoosh of air halting my stride, and I brace myself in the doorframe to keep from walking straight into the door.

  “Charles,” I call out. I listen at the crack in the door and jiggle the handle. It’s locked.

  “I thought you said you were staying at your grandmother’s tonight,” Charles calls back, his voice overly loud.

  “Gran said she didn’t need me.” I press my ear to the door again. “Charles,” I say. “What’s going on?”

  “Um…” Charles says. “Nothing, Abby, just hang on.”

  I jiggle the doorknob a little harder. “Charles,” I say again, and trepidation floods me.

  “Oh, God, Abby,” Charles calls back, his voice frantic. “You weren’t supposed to be here tonight.”

  “I know, but Gran…” I start. But I suddenly stop. “Is someone in there with you?” I call out.

  “Abby.” He heaves out a sigh. “It’s not what it looks like.”

  “It looks like you have me locked out of our bedroom.” I jiggle the handle again. “Open the door.”

  Charles opens the door and stands in the threshold, blocking my view. “It’s not what it looks like,” he says again.

  I look beyond him and find my best friend Sandra standing there, as she bends over to pull on her high heels. She looks up, but her eyes won’t meet mine.

  “Sandra?” I say. Then it hits me, like one of those waves at the beach that knocks you off your feet, and then it spins you around and you get sand in the butt of your swimsuit and grit in your eyes. “Oh, God,” I say, and I take a step back.

  “I should go,” Sandra says, her voice small. She walks toward us, still not able to look me in the eye. We’ve been friends for two years. She got me the job I have at the hospital where I work.

  “Sandra,” I say, and I follow her to the front door. She stops and presses herself against the door, hugging it tightly as she clutches the handle.

  “Why did you have to come home tonight?” she says more to herself than to me.

  Because I live here. “Did you… sleep with… my husband?” I ask. I jerk my thumb toward the bedroom.

  “I didn’t…” she starts. But then she stops and shakes her head. “Charles should tell you. Not me.” She opens the door and steps out into the night, closing it softly behind her.

  I turn around to find Charles standing in a pair of running shorts and nothing else. He runs a frustrated hand through his hair, which is standing on end. “I didn’t want you to find out like this,” he says on a heavy breath.

  I suck in some air. “So, you did…” I leave the question floating in the air, like a grenade with the pin pulled.

  He winces and nods.

  I suddenly can’t breathe.

  “How long?” I choke out.

  “Not long,” he replies. “Abby.” He walks to me and tries to touch me, but I shrink away. “Abs,” he says, shortening my name in the way I’ve always hated.

  “You should pack your things,” I say. I pour myself a glass of water from the fridge.

  He stares at me. “Where am I going to go?” he asks.

  I tip my glass up and take a long swallow. “I don’t know,” I say. “Maybe you could ask Sandra.” I set my empty glass in the sink and go to my bedroom. But my bedroom sme
lls like Sandra’s perfume and sex. “I want you out by tomorrow,” I say.

  He nods.

  I turn and leave. As I walk out onto the front porch, a clap of thunder breaks the silence of the night and a flash of lightning lights up the sky. The heavens open up and the rain comes down. I stand there and let it wash me clean. Just like the time that I’d been baptized by Gran’s preacher in the pond behind her church, I let the heavens cleans me.

  I probably look like an idiot, but I stand there while the storm rages all around me, and then finally, when the wind slows, and the rain stops, I get in my car and drive to Gran’s house.

  I let myself in. She sits at the kitchen table playing a game of solitaire, the old-fashioned kind with actual cards. She doesn’t look up when I let myself in.

  “Can I stay here tonight?” I ask.

  “You should have taken the umbrella,” she says.

  “Yeah,” I reply. “I should have listened.”

  About the Author

  Tammy Falkner lives on a farm in a lovely, sprawling little town in rural NC with her beekeeper husband and a house full of boys, a few dogs, and a cat or two (or five - who has time to count?). As half of the Lydia Dare team, she co-wrote ten books, including the Westfield Wolves series and the Gentlemen Vampyre series. A huge fan of Regency England, she wrote three books for Sourcebooks as Tammy Falkner, featuring Regency Faeries, and then she began writing contemporary New Adult romances featuring the five amazing and tattooed Reed Brothers. The Lake Fisher series is her newest series, and she hopes you enjoy it.

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  Smart, Sexy, and Secretive

  Calmly, Carefully, Completely

  Just Jelly Beans and Jealousy

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  Maybe Matt’s Miracle

  Proving Paul’s Promise

  Only One

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  Zip, Zero, Zilch

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  Good Girl Gone

  While We Waited

  Holding Her Hand

  Yes, You

  Always, April

  I’m In It

  A Reed Brothers Valentine’s Day Miracle

  Don’t Doubt

  Lake Fisher Series

  Feels like Summertime

  Feels like Home

  Feels like Rain

  Punter Sisters Series

  What She Didn’t Know

  What She Forgot

  The Magic Series

  A Lady and Her Magic

  The Magic of ‘I Do’

  The Magic Between Them